Today

I had an interview today; it was about a House Mom position for a foundation that helps pregnant teens. I hope they call me.

I was a teen mom and I struggled growing up. Years later the Lord saved me and guided me. I did act like a rebellious child (and still on occasion do) but my Father loves me and sticks by me through all my struggles.

Somehow I want to thank Him. So I am in search of my purpose. I wonder if I'll ever realize it. Hmmm.... Whatever it is I hope I haven't failed.

Sometimes it is hard to look in at your self and see if you are headed in the right direction. I'm sure the Lord will guide me.

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I want to write. That's all I want to do. Why can't I make a living just writitng the days away.

Endless words on a glowing computer screen and the occasional smoothly threaded paper. I'd listen to classical music and write away.

Instead I have a final tomorrow and I should be studying. I have already studied 3 hours or so. I need a break and some art to release my soul.

Ok, I'll quit being corny, "Art to release my soul."