At home on my little soft forest green couch. My mother gave me this couch. It's been in our family since I was a lost teenager. I remeber sleeping on it on the weekends because all my "friends" were over and there was no room for them in my cozy room. We all wanted to be togethere. When we're young we never really want to be alone; do we?
In June I'll be 26 years old. Life is going by pretty fast now. When I was younger it seemed like time would just drag along.
For spring term at college I'll be taking acting classes or Theater ... I hope they teach me how to act. Acting could be useful in embaressing situations. I could act like I don't care and then when I get home I can safely reveal my feelings.
I also signed up for a class on near eastern religion which I think consist of cristianity, muslim or islam and some other religion. I am not sure if I'll stick with it but there is and 80% chance I will. I have been longing for some understanding in that area.
I miss God. I know he has never left me but I think I've strayed away a little more. I feel so sad right now and if I was closer to Him maybe I would feel bettter. Since I don't I think I may have strayed away. Sounds strange almost doesn't it?
I would like to find a job I enjoy doing. I haven't enjoyed working for awhile now. I don't get paid enough at my current job and I need to pay bills. I don't know how to be an entrpreneur. Owning your own business is not what it's sounds like. I don't own my own business but I know those who do and they struggle alot with many different things all at once. very stressful.
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