Modeling

So I have been to many photo shoots. It's alot of work to get set up and coordinate everybody.

The last photo shoot I helped with there was to many people trying to direct. Ahhh...So how do you deal with that?

I never really considered modeling I was scouted out by an agency once when I was 18 years old but I turned them down because I didn't believe in myself. To be a model you need to be confident. WHile I feel I'm pretty I don't think I am model material. I'd hate to admit it for some odd reason but I wish I was. I know I'm not ugly but... who doesn't like the thought of being the beautiful girl? I don't think of it much but lately I've been looking in the mirror alot. It's because of this beauty expo.

I guess I need to strighten my priority out a bit and remember who I am. I like me anyways. I don't have the money to be a glamour girl or the time so why try? I know the answer ... we can't all be models right. I guess I like the attention.